Colnat 2009

They called it a whirlwind love affair. We met in a common friend’s party and we never separated from that night. After three months of being together, we have decided to get married. I felt that she was my soul mate and she was the one I want to live  with for the rest of my life. The first few months of our marriage was great. But the  succeeding months were horrible. She began to nag on me whenever I  go home late. No reasons could pacify her. I loved her before because she reminds me of my mom and how caring she was.  But now I have decided to move away from her because she was sounding more like my mom.

It was four o’clock in the morning and the street was scares of moving vehicles.  He was there, lying in the bed, fast asleep. He made me feel every inch a woman last night and my heart aches whenever I realize it will be the last time that he will touch me . We have been together for three glorious years and putting a stop on it makes my heart bleed and my soul hunger. But whenever I see the children, whose father I am taking from them, it makes me feel the immortal pain of guilt.  My father left us for another woman, and the pain my mother and I felt was excruciating. Those children do not deserve to feel the same way because of me. So before  he wakes up, I will be long gone, to a place he never knows.